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Hating this unstoppable feeling inside my brain. controling me. I hate it! I like it! im contradicting my own emotions just to feel ok. wich is not ok. Constantly running through my mind. A dream..... not an ordinary dream.... one you wish to remember but never can! one that taunts you! one thats left over in your mind wanting to hide so you can rip yourself to shreds! Its in me! Its not going away! Its staying and running back and forth! To and Fro! Chasing its not gonna help... neither is waiting... I think its time to give up. I think its over. i think im done. Why? i dont know why... you should, i mean you do know why. yo

hey guys and gals of my homie hood! Hows it going? im bored.... im scared, too. I like someone. some of you might know who it is. If you do "please dont tell her".

Hey everyone. You people feelin fine? Any problems at school or anywhere else? Some reason I've been feelin pretty good, like new in a way. Like I let off all my steam ya know? Now I'm just chillaxin' in my house wonderin (not caring) about my grades unless my mom gets pissed. Thats when I'll need to let off some air again. So any help with anythin besides school work I'm all ears.     I got nothin else to do, cause Im tired of bein a nerd on Xbox. Im probobly gonna stay off for a long time. I feel like I need to do somthin for someone, like a type of moral issue or somthin. I just got this urge to do somthin out of the ordinary and crazy!